"GOD NEVER QUITS & GIVES-UP ON YOU !!!

One Day I decided to Quit !!! I want to Quit My Marriage, My Faith in God & I also wanted to Quit My Life, I went to My Closet (My Mother used to lock Me in One) to have one last talk with God !!!

"God", I said, "Can You give Me One Good Reason not to Quit & End My Life ???"

"His" answer Surprise Me !!!

"Look Around", "He" said !!! "Do You See the Trees & Flowers around You ???"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the Trees & the Flowers Seeds, I took very good care of them !!! I gave them Light. I gave them Water. They ALL quickly grew from the Earth. Its Brilliant Colors covered the Floor. I NEVER did not Quit & Give-Up on Them !!!  In the Second Year, They ALL Grew more Vibrant, Beautiful & Plentiful !!! And Again, I NEVER did not Quit & Give-Up on Them !!! Over Several Years, EVERYTHING Grew More & More Vibrant, Beautiful & Plentiful !!! Over the years Growing Roots. Those Roots made Them ALL Strong & Gave Them ALL what They needed to Survive !!!  I would not Give ANY of MY Creations a Challenge They could not Handle !!!"

"Did You know, MY Child, that ALL this time YOU have been Struggling, YOU have actually been Growing Rots ??? I would NEVER Not Quit & Give-Up on MY Creations !!!  I Will NEVER Quit & Give-Up on YOU !!!"

 "Don't Compare Yourself to Others. "He" said. "ALL MY Creations have Different Purpose than the Other. Yet They ALL make the World Beautiful !!!"  "YOUR Time will Come", God said to Me. "YOU Will Rise High !!!"

"How High will I Rise ???" I asked

"How High will Anything Rise ???" "He" asked in return

"As High as It Can ???" I questioned

"YES" !!! "He" said, "Give "ME" Glory by Rising as High as YOU can !!!"

I Left  My Closet, realizing that God Will NEVER Give-Up on Me !!! AND "He" Will NEVER Give-Up on YOU !!!

NEVER Regret a Day in YOUR Life !!!"

Good Days Give YOU Happiness, Bad Days Give-YOU Experiences, Both ARE Essential to Life !!!  

"LIFE"

     Lessons of "LIFE" I've Learned from being told from the Day I was Born by My Mother, I was not Wanted and Loved, From being Molested as a Child & No One heard My Cries and Came in My Defense even though I Begged, Being Raped as an Adult & Going to Jail for that Crime so My Family, Ministry & Home Church People at that time would not be Dragged through the Mud,  I "CHOSE" to Lay My "LIFE" down forMy Family & Others,  "Time will Heal the Wounds but It Will Not Erase the Scar !!!"

     People often ask How did I Survive all that?  &  With My Illnesses, How are You?  First of all, I Say I'm doing GREAT !!!  &  I would NEVER Treat a Child or Anyone the Way I was Treated !!!  I Chose to See the Good in Things  &  I Keep a Positive Attitude !!!  I CHOSE "LIFE" !!!

     Certain things in this Earthly "LIFE" may Never be Fully Understood !!!  "LIFE" is not Waiting for a Storm to Pass BUT "LIFE" is about Learning How to Dance in the Rain !!!  My Attitude is the KEY at Whatever I Make It to Be !!!  A Good Day or a Bad Day !!!

     MY Success is NOT Measured in What I have or Don't have BUT in the Pride I Feel Inside of the Accomplishments I Have Done Big and Small, the Person I Have Become & Mostly, My Relationship with God & Myself when I'am All Alone !!!

     I Choose JESUS as MY #1 in My "LIFE" !!!